ASLH

13 • JUL • 22
5:42 – EA –
“Leftovers like you.”

I have risen from the ashes! Freaking neuroblastoma case is finally signed out! I’ve got a 2-day break at least. I am still as miserable as can be, and just maybe I’ll take up Julian on his offer to ruin the night with another bottle.

I miss Jane. We have not made up. I miss Marcus. We have not spoken either.

To have Remi as a force in my life is ruining so many longstanding relationships I have with people I care about. Is this truly a bad thing? Is it going to send me plummeting down to my own demise?

Who is to say?

Do I care?

Probably.

But must I call this whole set up off, I know just the way to do it. I’m not terminating anything without getting to the bottom of who Remi is. There is only one person who can help me figure all this out. Too bad he spends most of his time in Office #1, where my brother is 90% of the time. The guy even sleeps in his office like a freak.

I wish I knew where Shu lives. Is there a way to get to him? I know another way that is equally fucked up: I bet Remi knows where Shu lives.

What sort of entanglement did I just get myself into?

Another report for this week is finally over. It is time to sort my life’s other affairs now.

But first, bottoms up. I should leave this damned laboratory soon.